THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS

chroniclesinwonderland

Hahaha I love the expression on his face! He actua

Hahaha I love the expression on his face! He actually looks like he was in pain 😆

I’ve been creating and shooting a video with my family, where we smashed things and then played it backwards. I have to admit that this was perfect to get rid of stuck negative energy and the more I destroyed the happier I was.

We smashed Chololate, melted gummy bears, stepped on oranges and burned a lot of stuff. There will also be a little explosion coming up.

Don’t ask how long these shots took 🙈 but it turned out nice.

Have a good last day in 2020 (it’s over soon!! 💪😆)

Corona’s been hard. A friend @sammykaysdays wrot

Corona’s been hard. A friend @sammykaysdays wrote “choose your hard” and I can totally relate to that.

A lot of people have always been telling me that it’s so brave of me to have traveled the world on my own.

Bullshit. It’s never been hard - it’s been easy - it’s been stuff I’ve know- I’ve been good at that - all my life.

I’ve never been good at settling. I’m trying right now (and I’m forced to). But I’ve never been good at that.

That’s my “hard”. To cope and stay and not run away. I’ve always had so much comfort in not being stable and set that it makes it super hard for me right now to stay calm and settle.

I’ve been so used to moving, exploring and changing my life that I honestly have absolutely (!) NO idea how to stay somewhere and be fine with it.

I can pretend to be cool with it, have a flat I love and my family around and trying to build up a life that is considered stable. But the more I try - the less I like it. I want to ditch my well paid job to travel even more - and even if it means having less money to spend.

Do I follow my dreams by doing so or is it a constant running away from stuff that is bothering me.

Honestly I don’t know.

“Choose your hard”.

And maybe that’s the challenge ... choose your hard to stay where you’re at and find a way to be comfortable with it.

Maybe not.

What do you think?

I’m going hooooome for christmaaaaaaaas .... la

I’m going hooooome for christmaaaaaaaas .... la laaaaaaaa (there actually is an existing song for that on my mind, hahaha). I do hope hope hope I finally get the keys for my uncle’s quad and I do hope hope hope there will be snow at some point ... because you know what you can do with a rope, a quad, a snowboard and snow...? Hahahaha 🤞 🤞 🤞

Where do you spend Christmas? Are you able to see your family this year? 💜

“There is a certain part of all of us that lives

“There is a certain part of all of us that lives outside of time. Perhaps we become aware of our age only at exceptional moments and most of the time we are ageless.”
― Milan Kundera

“Everything you can imagine is real.” ― Pab

“Everything you can imagine is real.”
― Pablo Picasso

What you put out in the world will come back to yo

What you put out in the world will come back to you 🙃

We had been sitting here for quite a while and watched the sunset. I did plenty of timelapses with 2 cameras and was photographing the people walking towards me. I snapped some beautiful pictures and wanted to share them with one particular group of people, because the light was just too beautiful 🤩... they were super happy and we exchanged emails. Turns out it was one of the girls’ birthday that day. Hahah what a nice unexpected gift.

But even better: they sent me back a picture of me sitting on the street. Love it!

What you give out will come back to you 💜

Thanks @whyketh_ hope you had an awesome day!

Live on sunsets lane.

Live on sunsets lane.

Staring at sunsets.

Staring at sunsets.

Uh la laaaaa - look at this! Free flowers at Tempe

Uh la laaaaa - look at this! Free flowers at Tempelhofer Feld in Berlin. Go and pick some on your own 💜

How is your weekend so far?🙈 this video sums up

How is your weekend so far?🙈 this video sums up mine pretty well hahaha.

“Flowers don’t tell- they show.” Stephanie S

“Flowers don’t tell- they show.” Stephanie Skeem

🥰 I’ve missed these two from Brazil!! 🧡

🥰 I’ve missed these two from Brazil!! 🧡

Hey Mooooo!! @eljarkassi

Hey Mooooo!! @eljarkassi

Hahahahaha I forgot that I had these on my phone!

Hahahahaha I forgot that I had these on my phone! 😆 it’s from a friend‘s wedding. I need that photo booth in Berlin for the weekends Hahahaha 😆💕

Hi there, cold wet nose!

Hi there, cold wet nose!

Me and ma plaaants 😆 Did you know you can rub b

Me and ma plaaants 😆 Did you know you can rub beer on the leafs to make them shinier? 🍺😆

This stuff is gold and I want to share it with you

This stuff is gold and I want to share it with you. It’s called Yerba Mate tea (💕thanks @eny.jaki ) 😆 it’s magic ✨
Wakes you up like crazy and calms down your stomach. I love it.

I’ve been sick with my stomach for weeks now. Last week I didn’t eat for 4 days straight, because eating was not possible anymore. My weeks consisted of doctor appointments, fasting, food allergy and blood tests, more doctor appointments and a looot of sleep.

This year has been challenging, but a friend once said “As much bad there is, keep in mind there’s always the same amount of good!” 💕 and I like that- it’s true.

My job is going smoothly and I got most mondays off now 😆I’m meeting heaps of new people and there’s still plenty of room to celebrate.
I got a voucher to travel to Brazil soon and there are a lot of friends who come to visit soon. 🙃

So, as the doctors said, the results will be there in a few weeks and then I’ll just eat and eat and eat. And until then my bikini will fit perfectly again hahaha.

What’s your absolute favourite food? Any recommendations?

And there they are, some forgotten pictures of pla

And there they are, some forgotten pictures of places I visited when I was last traveling .... for a weekend ... and the weird thing is I don’t even remember which month it was. 🙈

A rather dramatic place to change

A rather dramatic place to change

The Road was blocked due to an accident - we were

The Road was blocked due to an accident - we were stuck for 3 hours.

People started playing soccer or just hung outside smoking and talking.

I like this dude sitting on the road. He looks happy 🙂 for me it’s a quick reminder that you can’t control what life throws at you.

You might not like it at all and maybe it even challenges you. (And damn this year was a rollercoaster ride of stuff that went down for way too long).

But in the end you have to surrender and make the best out of it. And then you’ll end up with the possible best version of yourself.

Like this dude who enjoys his moment sitting near the road ... or me and my friends eating hummus in the car and playing card games :)

Sweet Jesus. #pieceofart 💕

Sweet Jesus. #pieceofart 💕

I guess these are the happiest smiles I’ve ever

I guess these are the happiest smiles I’ve ever seen! Hahaha 😄❤️

📸 @llamaspot

Summer is coming ☀️🥰

Summer is coming ☀️🥰

My favourite lamp and this dude I’m watching ove

My favourite lamp and this dude I’m watching over until I see @renasnatchos again 🐙❤️

I’m by far no good, but it’s getting a little

I’m by far no good, but it’s getting a little bit better every day 🥰

Sock selfie 😄🥰

So, how’s your day been? ...because this was bas

So, how’s your day been? ...because this was basically mine hahaha

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